I feel like the time is slipping of my hands. I feel like i’m missing out. Age of 27, chosen path to career instead of family building, but seems to be stuck. In the result - no big career progress, no family progress, bad sports results, overweight.
As i think: the roots are in the discipline - i’m lacking in it. I’m a slave to my moods. I do shameful things for pleasure - pleasure quickly comes away, shame persists for a long time.
I really want to do it another way, but i’m lacking power. Need to reconfigure. Need to push. I know i can. Now or never. With age the missing opportunity grows bigger and bigger. It’s time to start throwing things away and gradually rebuilding. To the person i’ve always wanted to be.
Earlier i’ve written about VIP model. I think to return to it. Collect all things that interest me and i want to work on in the one table.
Second thing, but not the least: establish a concrete plan. Without plan, available time is getting occupied by garbage. The plan consists of my Mission - the things i want to achieve in the upcoming 1 month, 1 year, 5 years. The Mission consists of projects and tasks.
Move according to the plan, but be ready to adapt.